Not a good day to begin with..

A gloomy sad day.......

Feeling like a piece of shit....deeep shitty shit

please, please go away......

nope, not a good day to blog....

Dear God....please help the poodle

This is going to be a very depressing post.

Sad . Outrage . Helpless . Heartbroken .

For the past few days, there was a video circulating on FB displaying a man torturing his poodle dog with his hits, punches, slaps and kicks repeatly across the room.

It was so heartbreaking that I couldn't bear to watch it, instead just looking at pictures. Anyway, I picked up some courage and watched the video last night but only for 10 seconds. I closed it immediately. I cried profusely.

I kept thinking about it for the whole day today and finally I came to one understanding. I believe in circle of life. Past life, present life and future life. I believe in reincarnation. I believe that in life what goes around comes around, and whatever you are giving out, it will come back to you eventually, in one form or the other. They call it : KARMA

Everything happened for a reason. It explained in accordance with the law of cause and effect.

Whoever/whatever came to the reincarnation of the poddle's life must have done something incredibly wrong to the person who reincarnated as a person (the son-of-bitch who whacked the dog). Thus this happened for many cycles of life, as buddha's theory "whatsoever fortune or misfortune experienced is all due to some previous action"

But the images of the poor poddle flying across the room is still disturbing my mind now. I pray and pray and pray everynight hoping that 2 people who responsible will bring to justice soon. Damn them with heavy fines and heavy punishments. In my opinion, they should burn in HELL! 

Please God, help the helpless poddle......

I rant

I just hate those ppl making remarks that SAHM only eat-full-wait-shit-come and do nothing in between. Some brainless (no brain ma, how to think before talk) people thinking that staying at home is just merely sitting at home, goyang kaki, go shopping, go high tea, do pedicure, pretty pretty, smell wangi wangi...

Oh, taking care of baby jek, so easy. Baby just eat and sleep and when they dont eat or sleep, they just sit dumbly at one corner, waiting for the time to eat and sleep. Baby...what else they can do?

Unlike me, oh...I'm so fucking stress up, job not yet done, so many things to do, customer marah, boss making me eat dead cat, all sei pat poh in the office pok pek pok pek talking behind my back. So tension!

Sound familiar?

Wei, please la. I worked before ok? Is not that I become SAHM right after I've graduated. I worked in the lab before, I worked in multi sucker big electronic company before and I worked in sales and marketing before. Dont think I dont know how's life at work before. Damn...at least last time I still have off day on Saturday and Sunday and Public Holiday. SAHM? NONE... Sick ar? Too bad la.

But, SAHM at home ma, no need holiday one. Didnt work wor, want holiday for what?

Oh, then what my baby eat everyday? Food fall down from sky issit? No need to go market buy, clean, cut and cook issit? Baby eat by himself one issit? Baby wake up everyday no need to make milk issit? Baby poo and pee no need to change and clean issit? The broom and mop magically work it wonder around the house issit? Dirty clothes and smelly diapers clean by themselves issit? Dry clothes fold up by itself issit? Baby guai guai go bath by himself issit? Baby can go and sleep on his own issit? Baby wont lau kai one issit?

Man.... Sometimes I dont even remember when the last time I washed my hair :s

Dont get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I'm consider myself lucky to have the privilege in taking care of my baby myself. More than happy knowing that he is healthy, getting heavier day by day and his learning milestones is amazing. I get see his new found achievement everyday and he never stop making me proud.

But please, before you get your facts right, before you understand how's SAHM feel, before you get back your brain to think (the brainless one).... shut up lor.

Not happy...

Not happy: because jk is going out for his snooker session again.

Not happy: because tonight is the 3rd time he's going out for his snooker session.

Not happy: because I'm hungry and it passed midnight and I'm fat and going to be very very extremely fat to stuff in anything down my throat at this hour.

Not happy: because my buffet dinner is still floating. I'm sure have already been forgotten.

Not happy: because my karaoke session undergoing the same fate with my buffet dinner.

Not happy: because I'm not having a smooth 'motion' for the past few days.

Not happy...not happy...not happy....

Want to sleep now...hope it will go away tomorrow when I wake up in the morning.

See what happen to my blog...

Aiyer....see what happen to my blog. So ugly now....

The last free template that I've used was expired and now I'm left with an ugly one... booo :(

I need to find another free template to beautifying my blog, but seem like I dont have the time to do it.

Yea, with superbaby around, even my poo'ing' process takes only 2 min. *flush and done*

Bad Mr Baoz

This what I had for lunch yesterday. A free delivering all the way from Pavillion to Bandar Puteri. I got one personal 'ahmad'...lol

Anyway, surprise lunch was delivered in a very pretty plastic bag...mmm...what's inside?



Mr Baoz!! Well, I havent taste this kinda pau before. First, I dont think it is good and second, definitely not worth the price. But since my 'ahmad' tapau for me, I'm happy!

Paus comes in a box!

There were 6 compartment inside and wahhh....really got some presentation!

Noticed 2 missing paus? Yupe, after I ate those 2 only i remember to snap some photos. I had one chicken curry pau and another was cheesy something pau. Taste pretty weird thou!


The one with snowflakes topping, I have no idea what is it. And I'm not going to find out. The smell makes me wanna puke! Ewww...


Yeap, I just stole one red cherry deco on top....just the cherry.... At the end of the day, 4 pieces of paus sitting inside my fridge....until today :)

Sorry babe....really cannot finish lahhh